Wednesday, November 17, 2004.
i've changed ...
yeahh thats my new nick.
dear frds, pls dun worry .. upon reading
this entry.. all i need is time. i need to find back
myself .. where is the real mi? i dunno ..
ytd b4 i slept, i dunno y i cried again.. it seems
to be a routine for mi. im crying almost every mth
i think.. oopss .. hehe had this thought running
thru my mind last night..
1. m i happy?
2. m i faking happy?
3. i used to be a carefree ger
4. now .. im a routine ger
5. i nid loves
6. m i lacking loves?
7. i nid sum1 beside mi
8. felt so lonely
9. always in the room of coldness
10. i miss her.
11. reminiscing the moments we (with her) had together
nah nah nah.. i hate myself for behaving like tt..
but i can't help.. can't even see a glitter in my dark
tunnel.. i nid light to shine my way out of this
i really hope to be the one im used to be~
♥ she bought a lolly at 7:12 PM.